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it's hidden deep down >> Hi. You've stopped at this year's up to date shiets of my life.
It's Lim Weiling here. You can expect many random things down here. A lot of mixed emotions. You can never ever figure out what's she is thinking behind her hideous appearance, optimistic character which is being portrayed in front of everyone. Few, or even none knows her real self. Why? She have no idea too. Caiying Jamie Joelyn Larry Xingyang Zihui
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11 March, 2010 @ 9:16 PM
SCHOOL WORK & ETC CAN MAKE YOUR BLAST YOUR BRAIN INTO PIECES. -.- && EXAM - THE TOP MURDERER OF BRAIN CELLS. With the current teacher taking over my Chem lessons, my Chem is 101% going to FAIL. A-maths, sucks. I'm burning all my brain cells for it. Zzz. -.- I seriously hate my own name. I don't want to have the same name as the others. Looks quite fun, fanscinating to have a person with the same name as yours, right? I tell you, when you're in the same class as them, YOU WILL NEVER FEEL THE SAME. Especially, when she's stronger than you in everything. She's the Serene, who will always get praised, said and whatever, and I'm the Serene who always get forgotten. Oh god, seriously, I want a change in my damn name, or maybe, just a change in class. I hate my current class. So what if the attitude is like 'omg perfect'? I still hate it. They only look upon the people who is more popular, and forget the others. It is so obvious. I rather go back to 2Achieve, or 1Integrity. People there, mostly the girls, can appreciate you for who you are. I don't communicate with boys anyway, in class. They're like total aliens to me. >o> And in the past, I thought that sitting at the front, you will get all the best privilleges. But now I'M INFINITY PERCENT WRONG. Sitting in front of the teacher means, the teacher will ignore you, scold you more often than ever, and get forgotten more easily. Okay, maybe, its the relationship betwen the teacher and student. I'm don't like to interact with others. Yayness. ____ Okay this was written long ago, but anyway, here to update my blog. Or else this blog is super dead. Hhahahah. My test. Fails. Sadded by all the results. I wish I would not need to go to school tomorrow. I'm super damn tired. I wish I don't need face anybody, talk to anybody. Because, once I start talking to someone, I can't stop. -.- I must change this retarded habit seriously. I was to close myself at home, talk to nobody. Even though its super boring. Lol Maybe getting a guitar tomorrow. Not sure if I wanna. Cos' its expensive like $100+? And I'm not always committed to one instrument. But it's like damn seducing. Seducing as in attracting me to buy. :P There is seriously tons of people who hate me. I'm sure of that. My instincts, it can't be wrong. |