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it's hidden deep down >> Hi. You've stopped at this year's up to date shiets of my life.
It's Lim Weiling here. You can expect many random things down here. A lot of mixed emotions. You can never ever figure out what's she is thinking behind her hideous appearance, optimistic character which is being portrayed in front of everyone. Few, or even none knows her real self. Why? She have no idea too. Caiying Jamie Joelyn Larry Xingyang Zihui
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06 September, 2010 @ 6:24 PM
I couldn't help but to agree to what he had said. Once upon a time in a land far far away, there was a guy who love a girl so dearly and they lived happily ever after, such a simple storyline yet so hard to achieve. Sometimes I'll ask myself what's the purpose of living as a man. Everyone starts with a 100point but the more they grow older, the more negative they will become until they end up in a state whereby they are worse then animals. Sometimes, when i look at my younger cousins and babies, their innocent look, something all of us used to have hanging on our face all the time, but now it has become something we will never ever get back again. Reality is cruel and no one is able to avoid it, it pursues us from the day we're born till the day we leave and even when we die; We still have to face it. For example when we're born into this world, money is needed to buy milk powder and stuffs, until we become teenagers we need even more money to maintain our needs and sometimes we might get misguided and end up on the wrong paths. Until when we've grown up we will have our own family, our own financial burdens and we will also have to support ourselves and our families, till the day when we're old we still need money for retirement until we die. Also, we still need money for our COFFINS -.- *laughs*. It is we ourselves who let the world, the reality, the obstacles and the burdens make us lose that innocence but it is also because of all these things which have made us mature and think wisely. If I had a choice I'd rather stay innocent, stupid and not know about anything, just a train of thoughts I had been thinking for a long long time :) - Chin Yong |