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It's Lim Weiling here. You can expect many random things down here. A lot of mixed emotions. You can never ever figure out what's she is thinking behind her hideous appearance, optimistic character which is being portrayed in front of everyone. Few, or even none knows her real self.

Why?

She have no idea too.





Caiying Jamie Joelyn Larry Xingyang Zihui


Memories, are meant to be forgotten.

24 February, 2011 @ 1:05 AM
Hey ~
I'm here to post. :D It's currently midnight now, and I'm still doing awake. Oh I'm at my friend's house, for a sleepover, and I'm the one and only one awake in this house. Trying to type as softly as possible, so I won't wake them up. I don't wish to be killed in any way, either by bashing or whatsoever.

Today, or rather yesterday, I had one of the most tiring CCA practice with Vanessa. Only both of us were there practicing for the dance, and also, the most important thing.. Our flexibility!! My leg just could not seem to reach my hand, or it may be the other way round. I seriously wonder how all the lead dancers dance so gracefully. I think I can't even compare to a mere 1% of them.

Talking about my CCA, nobody seem to believe I'm a Chinese dancer. They would be questioning me, whether I'm talking the truth. In addition, I was in Taekwondo. Okay that was more unbelievable. I spend almost a week convincing one of my friends that I was in that. Do I really look so useless to people, or do I seem very unnoticeable to people around me?

Can't believe it, even I myself.
Getting back to the topic, after the cca practice, it was pouring. So Vanessa and I chose to take the bus with the longer route. I was sure that I board 911, not the 911E bus, which will stop at the interchange. The bus driver just literally chased all of the innocent passengers in the bus who had been fooled that the bus was not going to stop at the interchange. My brain was automatically switched to the cursing mode, because of the irresponsible bus driver who somehow cheated my feelings and made me waste my time to wait for another bus. I queued up behind a couple, who I thought were siblings at first because of the humongous height difference, no offence. I placed one of my leg on the railings, so as to place my bloody heavy books on it. So, the girlfriend poked her head at me and stared at me, told her boyfriend some idiot stuffs, and in the end both of them were staring at me as if I was some weirdo who just escaped from the mental hospital and just stripped naked in front of them. I glared at them that they just went back to their couple mode, although they will steal a peek at me sometimes. What did I do that make them so strange? It was so disrespectful of them that I wanted to confront them, but I'm a very very civilized person. (Praising myself~) :B Sort of. On the bus, I saw an interesting sight, my cousin was sitting with a guy, which was 99% her boyfriend. I was staring at her happily, and all I got was nothing because she didn't realize my existence or she didn't even recognize me. She was chatting with people behind me. How great. I didn't know that I was either too seeable(is there such word?) or the opposite. This bus experience seriously blows my mind. If this happens again, I'll probably have a phobia of taking bus.
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