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it's hidden deep down >> Hi. You've stopped at this year's up to date shiets of my life.
It's Lim Weiling here. You can expect many random things down here. A lot of mixed emotions. You can never ever figure out what's she is thinking behind her hideous appearance, optimistic character which is being portrayed in front of everyone. Few, or even none knows her real self. Why? She have no idea too. Caiying Jamie Joelyn Larry Xingyang Zihui
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17 April, 2011 @ 12:25 AM
![]() Fiona & I, with our 2011 SYF costumes on. SYF, coming in a few days time. After so much that we've practiced, all the perspiration that we've shed, will be concluded in that 6minutes, by 9 judges. I was always the one who brought the video camera to school, and of course I'm always the one who gets to view the video most, supposedly. In addition, taking up the job of uploading it on Youtube. Just now, I was trying to figure out the title of the video because the title is all messed up. Later, I found myself watching the video, completely mesmerized. I felt as if I have gained feelings towards it. The dance was much neater than before, much prettier than before. We've strove through in the past few months, and we've only one goal in our heart. It's clearly portrayed in our chant.. 风之语, GO FOR HONORS! The song, really really really, gives me the feeling. That indescribable feeling, which cannot be explained by words; that feeling that can never be found in the dictionary. Most of us, the dancers, and even the teachers and coach made a very huge effort in this dance. There is exception, though, which you can see from the 'most'. This person, T, is a dancer, obviously. She DOESN'T want to join SYF, BUT her parents WANT her to join. T doesn't attend practice often, and thus got scolded by teachers and sectional leaders sometimes. T lied to her parents that the teachers didn't let her join SYF, when our kind coach specially arranged a place for her to be in. She didn't cherish it. Instead, she remains her bad attendance. Her parents once phoned Miss Ma, because T escaped from dance practices, and SCOLDED MISS MA because T claimed that she wasn't allowed to join SYF. Even after explanation was done, T's UNREASONABLE PARENTS still reprimanded Miss Ma that she should have stopped T from escaping. Seriously, I didn't know that a teacher's job was to drag student back to practice, as if typing a dog to a chain. Didn't their parents know HOW HURTING THEIR WORDS WAS? Well.... So yesterday, T went for the practice, which she SHOULD be. Later, she did something wrong, and Jinfang scolded her. Then, she LEFT on her own accord. Miss Ma, who is a very very very very very very kind teacher, tried to phone her, but she DIDN'T FREAKING ANSWER. I really don't bother to continue it. I don't wanna waste time on such a person. HEARTLESS EMOTIONLESS Hurt others' feelings and don't even a feel remorseful. What kind of attitude is that. I really feel like giving her one tight slap. I wish everyone was alright. This afternoon was rather depressing. And fortunately, only a few of us were there. If the whole batch was there, it will be disastrous, I guess. Cheer up <3 Hopefully, our whole effort won't go down to drain because of one person... And I seriously hope that we are error-free, in rhythm and sync. I wish. I hope. I want it to happen. Please please please. Only a few more days left.. SYF.... |