Hi. You've stopped at this year's up to date shiets of my life.
It's Lim Weiling here. You can expect many random things down here. A lot of mixed emotions. You can never ever figure out what's she is thinking behind her hideous appearance, optimistic character which is being portrayed in front of everyone. Few, or even none knows her real self.
Why?
She have no idea too.
Caiying Jamie Joelyn Larry Xingyang Zihui
21 April, 2011 @ 3:41 AM
Spirit of the Wind.
SYF just swifts by like a wind..
It feels so short..
So weird..
I don't know.
It just feels so..
I really don't know which word to use to describe how I feel currently..
Although I know it's early in the morning, I still feel so refreshed, so clear-minded.
Maybe because I slept in the afternoon.
Now.. Moving back to the SYF topic..
We...
Screwed the whole thing.
Because some of them, got nervous.
Some of them, their minds' when blank.
They cried for their mistakes.
Some of them got over it completely.
Some still grieve over it.
My teachers keep complimenting that we did a good job.
Later in school, I was going to throw rubbish when I heard one of them say that they don't know what to do if we cried. They must plan beforehand or something.
I don't know if I could trust my inference on this simple sentence.
I didn't tell anybody in the dance about it.
Qingyang laopa and I were sitting together while watching other schools perform. We really could judge each school performed. We're both very practical, very blunt. Both of us agree that our school wouldn't get good results for this year's SYF. Silver? Bronze? If we're lucky, gold. The reason is very simple.
Not synchronized.
Tons of mistakes. I mean really.
Many people forgot their dance steps.
Many people cannot get to their position on time.
I told this to Shermain.
She put up a strong front.
She gets stressed easily.
But I didn't realize it. I really didn't.
I told her about what laopa and I felt.
She stubbornly said.. We will get Gold with Honors.
I was a little taken aback.
Later I was talking about the dance with Fiona.
She suddenly told us to stop probing it since SYF is already over.
I'm so stupid.
How many freaking people do I have to hurt?
....
That's what she written on her blog.
After reading it, I was in a daze for a moment.
SYF results, is releasing in less than 12 hours time..
A few hours later, how would I feel?
A few hours later, how would the others feel?
A few hours later, how would I react?
A few hours later, how would the people react?
A few hours later, what will the scene that I will see?
A few hours later.
A few hours later..
A few hours later...
Wondering if I should anticipate or not?
However, I really wish that we could get at least a gold.
Fingers crossed.
I pray with all my heart.
Spirit of the Wind.
SYF just swifts by like a wind..
It feels so short..
So weird..
I don't know.
It just feels so..
I really don't know which word to use to describe how I feel currently..
Although I know it's early in the morning, I still feel so refreshed, so clear-minded.
Maybe because I slept in the afternoon.
Now.. Moving back to the SYF topic..
We...
Screwed the whole thing.
Because some of them, got nervous.
Some of them, their minds' when blank.
They cried for their mistakes.
Some of them got over it completely.
Some still grieve over it.
My teachers keep complimenting that we did a good job.
Later in school, I was going to throw rubbish when I heard one of them say that they don't know what to do if we cried. They must plan beforehand or something.
I don't know if I could trust my inference on this simple sentence.
I didn't tell anybody in the dance about it.
Qingyang laopa and I were sitting together while watching other schools perform. We really could judge each school performed. We're both very practical, very blunt. Both of us agree that our school wouldn't get good results for this year's SYF. Silver? Bronze? If we're lucky, gold. The reason is very simple.
Not synchronized.
Tons of mistakes. I mean really.
Many people forgot their dance steps.
Many people cannot get to their position on time.
I told this to Shermain.
She put up a strong front.
She gets stressed easily.
But I didn't realize it. I really didn't.
I told her about what laopa and I felt.
She stubbornly said.. We will get Gold with Honors.
I was a little taken aback.
Later I was talking about the dance with Fiona.
She suddenly told us to stop probing it since SYF is already over.
I'm so stupid.
How many freaking people do I have to hurt?
....
I'm sorry
Thank you
I'll miss all of you
I've regretted
I want to turn back time
I love us
- Shermain
That's what she written on her blog.
After reading it, I was in a daze for a moment.
SYF results, is releasing in less than 12 hours time..
A few hours later, how would I feel?
A few hours later, how would the others feel?
A few hours later, how would I react?
A few hours later, how would the people react?
A few hours later, what will the scene that I will see?
A few hours later.
A few hours later..
A few hours later...
Wondering if I should anticipate or not?
However, I really wish that we could get at least a gold.
Fingers crossed.
I pray with all my heart.
